Sorry

I was ill. Swine flu. Gross.

I feel so weak and tired in my recovery, and still very dizzy. And I wish it were Summer. I want to lie in floral dresses on green grass speckled with daisies, and have the scent of warm earth and delicate flowers in the air. I want the taste of ice-cream nostalgia and fizzy drinks (even though I have never liked them). I want France, and summer holiday activities like camping and swimming on foreign beaches. I want to relax in a rope hammock and sleep in the thick, drowsy summer heat, only to wake up far to late and see the moon and stars in the sky. If I had this then I would feel better.